dreading.

this is April.

& this month my son and daughter turn 5 & 2.

I feel so sad and happy at the same time.

I feel especially sad because I feel like since she will be two. I absolutely have no more babies. It's crazy and makes me miss those baby moments. We are pretty pretty pretty sure we are done having kids but part of me wants just one more. 

Anyways. Another thing about their birthdays is... they are born on the same day. Which still blows my mind because my sister and I were born on the same day three years a part and so are they. BUT. I was trying to prevent that oddly enough. We started trying for baby #2 in May 2013 and ended up pregnant in July 2013 and found out right when hubby was away at OTS. Then I get a due date and it's getting closer and closer to the end of my pregnancy and I told my husband it will happen on Louis' birthday and it was also job drop day (finding out where his next assignment will be) ... because everything else is on that day. and sure enough my water broke that day at lunch. 

Ha. what a rant on my daughters birth story. 

SO. right now that is where I am at.

Sad and happy that they are turning another year older.

Louis is so very smart and learning so much more each day.

Mila is so spontaneous and is such a mamas girl.

I love them so much and I can't believe how fast they are growing.

I am not remotely ready  for Louis to be attending elementary school this year and be gone most of the day!

thats the end of my rant.

Easter

Until next time. . .